““Are you all right?” he said, hoarsely. “Was that —“ He broke off, realizing to his horror that the brilliance in her eyes was tears. One rolled down her cheek, unchecked.
“Tessa?” He could hear the wild panic in his own voice. She gave him a quick, trembling smile, but then that was Tessa. She would never show disappointment. What if it had been awful for her? He had thought it was amazing, perfect; he had thought his body would break in pieces from feeling so much bliss at once. And he had thought she had responded, but what did he know? He cursed his own inexperience, his hubris, and his pride. What had made him think he could —”
Jem, After the Bridge
THIS IS NOT OK! JEM MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL PUPPY YOU ARE PERFECT STOP THINKING THESE THOUGHTS!!
*hears one second of sound from a lotr movie* are you watching lord of the rings